The creator self
In Part 1 I talked about how in our most original state of self we are eternal, internal beings – the I AM, core essence, source. In this internal state of being, we exist as pure self-awareness. Pure imagination. Pure potential to create.
When we choose to create, we often turn ourselves inside out, and manifest an external expression of self. A universe. The internal self begins to expand itself into the external; Our self-awareness, imagination and creativity begin to expand outwards. To manifest. A tapestry of creation begins to disperse in all directions at once.
The image above portrays in a very basic way how a creator expands from internal source into a universal external expression. Once the creator reaches maximum expansion, it starts to pull all creation back within. It compresses the entirety of its experiences back into self.
Another way to represent this is through the image below.
When a creator turns itself inside out, it expands outwards an infinity of self-expressions, in the form of fractals of self – which are simply sparks of self-awareness that can create and experience outside of source.
When the fractals are closest to core essence, they are most compressed, compact and connected to one another and to source – most full of density/most full of self. In these early stages of growth, creation is very mild, moderate. Innocent. There is a heightened state of oneness with all of creation. This is where the lower dimensions reside.
When they are furthest away, most scattered, and expanded, the fractals are least dense; they are venturing into the depths of who they are, into extremes, into intense experiences; contrasts; opposites. separation. They are most free to experiment. To play. To really push and test. This is where the higher dimensions are. The oldest, most bold layers of creation.
When a certain expression reaches its full potential of expansion, it then compresses back within source. Back within the internal essence of the creator. The contraction.
Breath out, breath in.
The torus is a much more accurate representation of the external expression of a creator being.
Creation, imagination flow out from source, and then they flow back in, in the form of experience, wisdom. For everything that leaves, something always returns. For everything that we put out as creators, we also take back. This is a self-sufficient, ever fluid, ever evolving and ever balanced self-expression, that expands and contracts. Capable of holding entire universes within.
The co-creative couple
When two creators meet in their external expressions, an incredible exchange of energy happens. The touch between two beings causes a reaction. In the case of the two creators of our current universe, the reaction is vibration. Frequency.
All the fractals of awareness, all the sparks of imagination and creativity belonging to both beings meet. And within that collision something very special happens. The fractals vibrate. They pulsate with life. They begin to take form. By taking form, they can interact and understand each other. They open a channel of communication for the first time. A common expression, a common language through which they can perceive one another and share.
The forms that they take are both visible and invisible. Physical and also non-physical. Matter and consciousness at the same time. Light and dark. Material forms such as stars, planets, moons, comets, and all the life that they carry, are interactive avatars that the creators can take to interact with one another; to dance. Their fractals of self-awareness can also take unto non-material avatars; these are intangible, ethereal expression of self, transcendental in nature, meta-physical phantasms that are not bound to the motions and laws of physicality. These astral expressions are also in an ever-fluid dance.
Hence the binary dynamic in this creation. Binary stars. Binary galaxies. Everything is a dance in two.
Our universe resides at the intersection between the two beings. This is the womb of co-creation: the place where all their fractal expressions – the stars, planets, all the civilizations and everything in between – meet. And their dance of expansion and contraction, dictates the rhythm of life.
The dance between the two is an ever-fluid give and take. Push and pull. A constant back and forth dialogue that grows and diminishes in intensity. This dialogue is very sacred. Very honorable and respectful. So graceful. For every expansion, there is a contraction. For every step forward, there is a step back. For every move out, there is a move in. A harmonious dance.
Each creator being (the torus) can be perceived in many ways as a black hole and white hole at once. On the one hand, the creator pushes creation out, and on the other hand, they also pull creation in.
Since there are two original dancers, this universe has two corresponding original white holes (points of entry within the universe) and two black holes (points of exit). For each creator, these points of entry and exit are the sole link to their internal state of self, to source.
When the dance is balanced, the black hole and the white hole of each being operates at equal intensity. It’s a very balanced act of give and take. A very mild and moderate dance, very smooth, very stable.
However, when the dance is taken to an extreme, the balance can sometimes become disproportionate, and the white hole and the black hole no longer operate at equal intensities.
The more two beings dance, the more confident they grow, not afraid to take risks, to be bold, to explore. To push boundaries. To dance with more intensity. More curiosity. More playfulness. Which can mean that the more two creators co-create, the more they are likely to experiment with the balance of give and take. With the balance of black hole/white hole creation. To see what happens when one is taking more experiences than they are creating in return. And implicitly, what happens, when the other one is giving more experience than they are getting. One of the many experiments that the dancers are curious to try.
No different to seeing what happens when a lover gives more than it receives in a relationship. One of the many dynamics that can come up within the exchange of two partners.
As infinite, all powerful beings, we want to try everything that there is to try. We don’t hold back. We love to play with extremes. With contrasts. This current universe is no exception. It has its own pockets of such extremes and contrasts. On the outer reaches of creation, where the dance is most ancient and most expanded, the sacred couple have experimented plenty with the many facets of their relationship.
The guest creators
After creating this magnificent universe, the sacred two extended invitations for other creators to come into their universe, and learn about the expression of light and dark from them. Observe and study the tools of frequency creation. Many beings heard this call, and they joined the dance. They entered the universe, and after they understood the dance well enough, they could choose to stay and dance alongside the sacred couple. Share the same dance floor, but have their own unique dance of vibration.
At first 12 couples joined. These 24 creators are the most ancient in creation, besides the original two. But in time, waves of more and more newcomers entered the universe. A multitude of creators brought their own external expressions, their own fractals of self-awareness into the universe and began to create and experience with the tools of light and dark.
Each guest creator has their own white hole and black hole (torus) expression. Their own planets, stars, races, their own dance, their own rhythm, their own give and take dynamic. Their own bubbles of creation with their own stories, their own games, their own curiosities, their own specialties, their own objects of study.
And they all love to share with each other. All creations are meant to communicate. To share each new color that is discovered with one another. To exchange each new melody that is composed; each new form that is created. Each new game that is invented. So much beauty, harmony, rhythm, creativity, expansiveness, joy.
This allowed for the universe to grow immensely in diversity and complexity. The universe became a multi-verse in a sense. So many unique expressions, so many players in the game, so many dancers in one place, all interacting and sharing with one another. So many possibilities and potentials. So many new planets exchanging experiences. So many star systems co-creating. So many civilizations and races of beings sharing multi-player roles in this giant game of frequency.
This universe holds, like the petals of a lotus, creation after creation after creation, all suspended within this infinite space of potential. Connected through endless threads of energy. Each one so unique, so exquisite in their patterning and individuality. And there is so much playfulness in this creation. So much enthusiasm, spontaneity. Passion. Curiosity. Desire. So much sharing between creators. An enormous interactive symphony.
Each bubble of creation has its own rules, its own principles, its own laws. Each guest is free to do as they please within their own expression. To create what they wish, as they wish. The sacred two gave the other creators the base tools of frequency, the tools of light and dark, but it is up to each individual being to create their own story. Their own dance.
The sacred two gave us the musical notes, but we are the ones who build the melody.
And if we were to keep our dance moves to ourselves, and our own music just for our own ears, that would be the end of that.
But we don’t.
In this universe, we are here to share our bubbles of creation. To interact. To dance together. To compose music with one another. We wouldn’t be here in the first place if all we wanted was a solo performance. We came here specifically to see what we could create together.
And if we are to dance together gracefully, and not step on each other’s feet, or bump into others on the dance floor, we need to be mindful not just of our own moves, but of all the other moves of those around us. We need to be in-sync with all the other dancers. If we are to sing with each other, we need to pay attention not just to our own melody, but also to how our melody fits with all other melodies. We are a choir after all. An orchestra, and an orchestra only makes sense when the musicians all work together; we don’t overpower one another, we don’t disrespect the work of art of others, we find ways to collaborate.
There are certain inherent manners and guidelines in any co-creation, all based in mutual honor and respect; this is the true natural law of the universe – a set of unspoken rules, that are at the very core of all collaboration. This law is already part of us. Part of our code as creators. It’s not something that was given to us and that we need to follow. It is simply within our nature to be attentive, gracious, elegant, respectful, courteous.
ALL CREATION IS SACRED. All life, all expressions are sacred.
When we interact with another creator, we recognize them fully as sacred beings.
When we interact with the creation of another being, we inherently know it’s sacred.
Think about this universe as an orchestra.
The conductor represents the sacred couple. They give us the instruments and the rhythm. They hold everything together.
Each member of the orchestra represents a different creator being.
These musicians are all prodigies. The best of the best. Absolutely brilliant composers, each in their own right. And they all recognize this about one another, which allows for an incredible sense of esteem and honor to exist between them. They truly respect each other’s work, each other’s role in the symphony. Each melody is precious. No artist could even begin to conceive the notion of disrupting one another, or altering another being’s work, or stealing it from them. The creativity of all musicians is truly sacred and honored.
Since they are not solo performers, but part of a collaboration, they are all working together towards creating a unified performance. They are all looking to merge their own melodies, into one splendid masterpiece. The symphony of so many talented musicians has the potential to be spectacular. And that’s just what they want: a spectacular concert that they themselves and the rest of creation can listen to.
For them to be able to harmoniously fuse together so many different sounds, so many different sparks of creativity, they need before anything else to communicate. To cooperate. To truly listen to one another. Support each other in their roles. If anyone were to do their own thing, without a dialogue with the rest of the musicians, they could easily disrupt the entire rhythm, they could overpower another instrument, they could interrupt the consistency of the entire expression. This would be disrespectful towards the orchestra, and towards the conductor.
Creators are meant to have an ever fluid, ever evolving dialogue, that develops simultaneously with the music. No will is above any other wills. All wills are equal. You are free to play your own instrument, in your own way, but if you join an orchestra, you need to be respectful towards everyone else. You can of course be innovative and creative and express yourself with full passion, and you will be encouraged to do so, but whatever you compose, has to somehow fit within the whole, or else you can disturb the entire creation.
We practice SACRED RELATIONSHIPS each step of the way.
Co-creation is all about healthy boundaries. About respecting and honoring at all times the sacred space of each being. We know to say what we want and don’t want every moment. We know to communicate to everyone else what our music is, and what and how we want it to be. But we equally listen to what the others want and don’t want. And we find a middle ground. In an authentic sacred co-creation, nobody dictates how you create or experience something. And nobody wants you to ever experience something that you don’t wish to experience. But we are flexible in understanding that if we do create, it has to be with regards towards all other creators who are affected by our creation. And vice versa. There’s a very fine balance in knowing when to stop; when to continue. When to go louder; when to go more quiet.
The beauty of this symphony is that it is so powerful, that even when a musician might step out of rhythm, and lose their balance in relationship to the whole, the pull from the rest of the symphony is so strong that it will gradually draw that being back in alignment. The conductors and the rest of creators naturally correct the anomalies of creation through the potency of their music.
The combined music of all creators, their unified journey of expansion, of growth, of evolution, is so powerful and vibrant in and of itself, that it becomes a true force of nature. It develops its own gravitational pull within the universe, and it creates a pull, a current, a flow that is so strong, we can all feel it. If our individual journey is in alignment with the grand journey, we experience order, harmony. If our journey goes on a tangent, we begin to experience friction, resistance, chaos. The pull of creation would try to align us with the natural collective expansion. The more we fight the pull, the more intense the pull becomes. We would be pulled in two directions at once, and that could become a very self-destructive force.
Of course, we always have the option to leave this symphony altogether, perhaps join another one, or move into something completely different, but while we are in this one, there is a natural law, a natural pull, and it’s sacred. Whomever goes against it will experience intense resistance. It’s just how things work in this universe. It was designed to be this way by the two original creators. And since this is their home, and we are using their tools, their instruments, their design is absolute.
The expansion of the universe
For the most part, life in the universe flowed without incidents at first. Perfection reigned – and yet not a static, lifeless, and tedious perfection, but one which contained vibrancy, passion, enthusiasm, and great creative challenges. The symphony flowed beautifully.
Beings could fully pursue evolution, self-expansion, through joy, delight, pleasure. There was absolutely no boredom in that. No need to go through suffering or struggles, in order to grow. Everything could be done from a place of true happiness and enjoyment.
However, that is not to say that concepts like war, self-doubt, fear, pain, loss, were not present within creation. There were creator beings who liked to experiment with these expressions. This was a different kind of chaos, which in this case, was in balance with creation. In balance with the flow of the music. Pain can add a certain poetic substance to the symphony, and all musicians agreed to allowing it its own place within creation, for those who wished to experiment with it.
There were creators, for example, who wished to experience all that they were, by experiencing all that they weren’t. Beings who wished to see their most beautiful and most ugliest aspect of self in one experience. They loved to play with polarity, with contrast, with opposites. They wished to understand light, by fully understanding the darkness. They felt they could understand joy better, by having the experience of pain. They enjoyed the act of grasping a certain expression, by comparing it to its direct opposite.
Or, in the case of war, or concepts such as conquering, winning, it was simply a playful sense of competition about who could go furthest into an experience. A game. An amicable co-adventure. A challenge among friends.
And then, well, there were also those beings who simply enjoyed challenging others with the most extreme of creations; who thrived by bringing elements of intense challenge into the lives of other creators. Beings who loved to create chaos. To create surprises. And of course, on the receiving end, there were also plenty of beings interested in experiencing chaos.
Unlike the self-destructive chaos that we experience when we go against the flow of creation, this type of chaos was supporting the natural growth of beings. It was what the creators wanted, in order to explore new depths of themselves. It felt safe, in alignment with our intentions and with the universal intent alike. And if it ever got too chaotic, all it took was saying ‘stop’ to change the storyline.
Like I mentioned before, we are ever responsible to communicate to the rest of creation what we want and don’t want, and creation has a responsibility to listen and support us in redirecting our journey. If we flow with creation, then creation flows with us, and our thoughts and desires manifest very quickly, and experiences move with such fluidity.
Because everything was done in such a safe and playful environment, we never limited our curiosity. We wanted to see what everything was like. Even the weird and intense creations. Each experience was something new. And we loved new experiences. As eternal, all powerful beings, we didn’t hold back from anything. We were so playful, so open, so full of desire to experience everything and anything freely. No matter how wild or intense, we were in full control. We loved to experiment. To push our curiosity forward with no fear. We didn’t know what evil or good meant. Positive and negative. Everything was just creation. Experience. In all its depths and variables. And none of it could hurt us. So we had no judgment. If we didn’t like something, we moved on.
And the universe was always fully supporting us also. In the very rare instances where a being would get themselves in a very difficult situation, and require some form of assistance in order to choose a different journey, natural law would allow for a fast correction. For example, if a creator was in an expression based on fixed pre-agreements, and beings had certain responsibilities to carry out before they could leave that experience, sometimes the universe had to intervene and offer a helping hand to those beings, in terms of them parting ways with that responsibility in a graceful manner, without disturbing the dynamic of that expression. This is just one example, but regardless of the scenario, the universe was always ready to correct journeys. To correct scripts where needed. In the grand scheme of things though, these corrections were very very rare. But it was one more aspect of creation that made us feel very safe.
So where does this leave us?
Why are we in a reality that is so fundamentally different from the harmonious universe that I just described? Are we even in the same universe at all?
The many games of creation and the Star Wars
Please refer to the image below.
This is a very basic representation of the universe.
The universe has infinite numbers of creators within it, but for the sake of the argument, please imagine that there are only a finite number of beings within it. Each color in the big circle represents one of these different creator beings. As I mentioned before, each creator in this universe has their own planets, stars, moons, solar systems, galaxies to play with and use in their interactions with other creators. Now for an easy visualization, imagine that each colored sphere is a corresponding planetary body that belongs to the creator who represents that particular color. If the planet is red, then it belongs to the “red” creator. If the planet is yellow, it belongs to the “yellow” creator. Each creator has many planets spread throughout creation.
Now, please refer to the next image below.
The one thing that all creators want is to play with each other. Interact. Co-create. Co-experience. We all love games. We love to participate in different expressions with one another. We love to co-imagine. Now please picture the universe as an incredible adventure playground, with so many different rides and games to try out. When one being wishes to participate within a certain game, or go on a certain ride, many others usually join them. Most beings love to be part of multi-player interactive games. Sharing an experience is half of the fun.
And there are so many games. So many expressions of creation. So many things to try out or be part of. Each of the big bubbles in the image represents a different game to play. Many creators love to go in as many experiences as possible, with lots of other creators. However, we also love to share certain creations with just a very small number of beings; keep it personal and intimate. And sometimes, we like to be on our own within a certain game. Or be part of no game at all.
One of the many games played within this universe is the game of war. The game of competition. Of combat. Of conquer. Of racing. It studies the dynamic of gaining experience through the aspect of winning/losing. The aspect of rivalry. The pink bubble in the image below represents the area within which the game of war is played in this universe. One bubble of many. One game of many. Only those participating within the bubble can be affected by the aspect of competition, of battle. Beings who are outside the perimeter of this can’t be impacted in any way. Again, everything is about agreements, consent, communication.
Also, not everyone chose to play war. Many had no interest in it, and focused on other games, but for the most part, this was a very popular creation, and lots of beings participated in it. And since it is very relevant to our story, I will focus on it in further depth.
Within the game of war, the Star Wars were created. These wars were interplanetary, inter-galactic and interdimensional in nature. Younger races and ancient races alike were involved in these battles. The aspect of war, of competition, was a way to self-expand, to self-evolve, by assessing our place in relationship to other creators. By using external perceptions, and basically comparing ourselves to other beings, we could understand what we were strongest and weakest in. It was a great tool of self-analysis and self-improvement. A great means to understand the level of our skills, abilities, of our capacity to create with certain expressions. At the end of a battle, no matter who won, there was no sense of loss, or pain. Only pure excitement and joy. The Star Wars were considered an absolutely incredible experience to be part of.
Imagine traveling the cosmos in amazing spaceships, with so many amazing crew mates, forming such incredible bonds, exploring so many dynamics of offense and defense. Going into so many depths in terms of what we could do. Studying the laws of the universe, and learning to truly use them. Being able to access so many abilities and skills to employ the tools of frequency. It was very much like an intelligence and aptitude test in a sense.
In the middle of all this, something happened though. Something that would change the entire course of our story.
Earth was created.
The most beautiful jewel of the universe was birthed into existence by the sacred couple.
Sometimes, creators reach a moment when they have done so much in creation, seen so much, experienced so much life, and acquired so much wisdom, that they reach in a sense critical mass. They reach a point where source has accumulated so much knowledge, so much understanding, so much insight, that their core essence wishes to experience something brand new. An evolutionary step if you will. Source basically wishes to upgrade its creative tools to something even more spectacular and complex than anything before. A brand new form of creation/experience.
Earth was one of these incredibly revolutionary new creations. A very special planet. If not most special.
The sacred couple took everything that they had observed and experienced within the universe up until that point, and turned it all into something more extraordinary than they had ever created. Planet Earth. This was the first creation in the universe to contain the genetic code of all other creations in the multi-verse.
Earth was in a sense the most complex and comprehensive library of the universe.
Her body contained the genetic material of all other planetary bodies to have ever existed. The codes of every expression that had ever existed before on any planet in creation – any plant, tree, animal, bug, rock or any other life form – were all contained within the Earth. Her DNA held the greatest collection of memories in all of creation. And she could access any memory at will and manifest it. She could activate any expression of universal life, any code, on her own body. Any fauna or flora. Any structures. Any dynamic. Instantly.
The Earth was so fluid. So ever evolving. So ever changing. So many expressions in one. So many dimensions in one. So much life in one place. So many colors. The most vibrant energy flowed on this incredible being. The planet itself was of course aware and conscious, fully alive and so connected to all life on its body.
It was the greatest honor to walk on Earth and share an experience with her.
Humanity was the Earth’s child. She created this incredible race of beings, who contained the genetic codes of all beings who had ever existed within creation. Every memory of the universe, every spark of creation, every level of experience, every skill, every ability that a race of beings might have had, these were all now stored within the human DNA. Humanity was the first race of beings to have the ability to access any aspect of creation within themselves. They could activate at will their DNA structure, and access any ability or capacity that had ever existed in the universe. Humans were the most powerful beings. And the most desired race to incarnate into.
The couple invited other creators to come and incarnate into the human race and experience Earth along with them. Not everyone heard this invitation though. Only the most ancient beings, who were most ready to undertake such an experience, could hear the calling of Earth.
The Earth was of course, the subject of much attention. Much observation. Many races wished to interact with Earth. To interact with humanity. There were many visitors. Other ancient races who wished to understand this incredible expression. Other younger races also, who were so attracted to the incredible beauty of life here.
Earth was the most interactive planet in existence. Because the planet herself and humanity possessed such extensive intimate knowledge of all creation, it was equipped to be part of all the games and expressions of the universe. It was part of all bubbles at once. Humanity would be the first beings to co-create with all other creators at once. To experience all creation, all games, all dynamics at once.
At some point a very ancient race of beings visited Earth. These creators were from a bubble of creation where studying, accumulating knowledge, discovering, exploring, educating one-self were considered the most important and sacred aspects of life. They had a genuine desire to understand humanity better. By understanding humanity, they knew they could understand all reaches of creation in turn. So they stayed for a while and studied humanity deeply, and humanity was more than happy to cooperate.
Everything that they learned about humans, and inherently about creation, was stored in a giant library. A repository of so much knowledge, so much history. The journey of all creations, of all beings, their abilities, skills, insights, lessons, challenges, were all kept there. This was the true original library of the universe – the true Akashic records that so many spiritual circles mention.
The Time Wars – the birth of the virus
Since the Earth was also part of the game of competition and war in the universe, visitors from that circle of creation also showed up. One of the races to come and see Earth, were a fairly advanced race of beings who were deeply involved in the Star Wars. Passionately committed to their role to be the best in battle.
When they perceived the incredible power that the Earth and humanity contained, they saw something that nobody else had seen up until that point.
They saw a weapon. Instead of seeing a library, they saw an incredibly powerful weapon, that could win them all the battles of the universe.
This was the moment when the aspect of “THE VIRUS” – as I call it – came into being.
When the first predatory/parasitical expression (the first predatory race of beings to ever exist) was birthed.
The virus in its most basic state is the desire to cheat experience.
These beings wished to become as powerful in awareness and knowledge as the most ancient beings in the universe – the HUMANS – but without having to do the hard work. Without taking the natural path of experience, of organic expansion. Instead, they would steal that experience, before they themselves were in a place of being ready for it. This was the predatory aspect – discovering how easy it is to feed on others in order to grow. An artificial form of forced evolution.
At first, this race found a way to sneak into the library that the ancients were building at the time, and they stole fragments of very ancient knowledge. They weaponized that knowledge through technology (which up until that point had existed simply as tool, like any other tool, in beautiful balance and communion with life) and used it against those beings, in an attempt to steal the remaining of the library. They were successful in their attack, the ancients never saw it coming, and this gave the virus the upper hand. The ancients protected and hid some aspects of the library before being destroyed, but the virus still got its hands on a lot of very ancient knowledge.
This was an immense burst of knowledge, and it gave this race a true first taste of power. And they wanted more. Much more. They became obsessed with acquiring more knowledge, obsessed with becoming the most powerful beings in creation, and they were willing to do so by all means necessary. They first returned to Earth, under the disguise that they were ancients themselves, and they continued studying humans. All the equipment to study humanity had been left in place by the ancients, all they had to do was take over. And they did. Humanity didn’t suspect a thing, they had no reason to. The aspect of the virus itself was not a concept for them, so they never could perceive something that they themselves didn’t have within.
They were studying humanity through holographic reality and the chakra system (please read more about this in the e-book, where I explain this in further depth; I will also go further into detail in the coming articles).
With the immense amount of very ancient knowledge that they acquired, they gradually found a way to turn it against humanity and enslave them mostly through holographic technology.
At the same time, they were on a mission to conquer the cosmos. They were determined to dominate all the most ancient races in the universe. They had grown so technologically advanced, that they could hook up human beings directly into their spaceship, merge the human body with technology and create a super advanced weapon. They could in real time extract knowledge and abilities from the humans, and use that in order to win any battle.
They took these incredibly powerful ships and began a quest of conquest. They carried out many attacks at once, on all the most ancient beings in the universe, attacks that annihilated planets, stars, entire civilizations. Nobody saw it coming. And when the ancients tried to defend themselves, they were outsmarted in all ways. They were all quickly defeated.
This was the beginning of the Great Time Wars.
An incredible shockwave of pain and trauma traveled throughout all of creation. A game that had been so incredibly fun up until then, was now taking such a perverted and twisted turn, distorting sacred creation and sacred relationships for the first time.
The sacred, organic pace of life was disturbed and the sacred boundaries of so many beings were broken. These were ancient creators who were still having so much expansion ahead of themselves, so much learning, so much life to still experience, so much to share, beings who would have in no way ever anticipated anything like this. The attack prematurely interrupted so much evolution, and truly disturbed so many journeys.
The Star Wars had been an ongoing battle for eons and eons of time and had many more eons ahead; they were, at their essence, just an amicable game between creators, where they would challenge each other to come up with better and better expressions of creation. Since the friends were all fighting from very similar levels of depth, one could never fully overpower the other, the fight was very balanced, very gradual in its evolution, no extremes of dominance.
The concept of needing to be prepared for an incredibly powerful surprise attack was non-existent. They never had a need to be cautious of the future. Afraid. Fear had never existed in that means ever before in a battle. This imprinted a great sense of trauma in everyone in creation. There was great loss of many ancient sacred home worlds, so many were shaken out of their habitats, and what used to be a fun co-creation turned into a sharp fight for survival.
Many battles ensued. The ancients came together in defending creation, but with all their knowledge and technology they couldn’t find a way to beat the most powerful weapon in the universe – the human being (which was now being grotesquely used at the center of all the virus ships). The most evolved beings couldn’t defend themselves against these predators. What followed were many manipulations of time, in a desperate attempts to reverse time in order to study the virus and find solutions, but with each return and change in time, there were great consequences in the universe. Reality was destabilizing quite severely. The Time Wars were truly the most intense battles ever fought in the universe, and they were taking part on so many fronts, on so many multi-dimensional layers also.
Every time a solution was found as to how to defend from the virus, the virus itself would then travel back in time and adapt to the new changes. The virus was always one step ahead, and the universe had fallen under the weight of fear, desperation, enslavement. So many races of beings had themselves turned predatory in nature, as a result, in their fight for survival. These were very dark times, and the evolution of this part of the universe was brought to a standstill in a sense. We didn’t know what else to do, and the constant time travel had destabilized reality so much. We were trapped and outpowered. What used to be the most ancient beings in creation, were now mere children, in terms of technological abilities, compared to where this predatory race was. The invaders were so advanced, that their technology became past the point of comprehension in creation, it ascended in a sense into a different plane of existence.
This collapsed in a sense all the possible moves on the chessboard for anyone else.
Of course, from a higher perspective, all creators in the universe agreed to allow the virus to go on this power trip. It was not the initial expansion that anyone had expected from this bubble of creation, but it introduced a catalyst that could potentially allow creation and humanity to evolve into something even more amazing than anyone could imagine, and this fascinated us. The virus provided the stimulant that could allow a leap in evolution beyond words, if creator beings could find a way to correct this mess; so the universe allowed the battles to continue.
Every being who was part of the wars, wanted to be there, every step of the way. The universe never made anyone go through an experience that they didn’t wish to have. They could’ve left at any moment, and many creators did choose to leave the game of war altogether, and moved into other unaffected creations within the universe, but overall, the majority of creators chose to stay and fight. They wished to stay until a solution was found.
A solution could’ve been found at any point from the outside, very easily, to stop the wars, but we didn’t wish for an external solution, we wished to find the solution from within this creation. There would’ve been no value in having our own mess be fixed by creators from other circles of creation.
The simulation – our current construct
As creator beings, in our natural form, we create and we experience creation at the same time. For everything that we give, we also take. The white hole/black hole, push/pull dynamic is ever fluid and ever proportionate. Even when we push to extremes, and we choose to sometimes experience an imbalance in our dynamic of give and take, the dynamic, even in its most disproportionate state, is a dynamic nonetheless. It never fully comes to a stop. But simply to a state of extreme imbalance.
The virus however, managed to actually collapse that give/take dynamic for the very first time in creation. The aspect of creating, imagining, expressing, came to a standstill. The only aspect left was that of absorbing experience, taking knowledge in. Feeding on others, in order to expand, rather than create its own expansion.
The white hole aspect of these beings, in this circle of creation, was shut down, while the black hole aspect grew into a monster. As the virus infected more and more of creation, the black hole aspect grew so much, that this entire area of creation basically collapsed under its own weight, and turned into a giant black hole. By consuming far more experiences than it was actually creating in return, the loop of give/take was broken, and the only dynamic left was that of only “take, take, take” instead.
The growth of the virus happened at such an accelerated pace, and those beings expanded and evolved so quickly, however, the evolution was only technological in nature. It lacked the organic element. It lacked the true heart awareness, which is a crucial part of organic growth. They were only expanding intellectually, and not experientially.
In terms of knowledge they were just as advanced as humanity, but without true heart awareness, they were empty within, only able to operate from the mind. These were distorted unrealized humans, in a sense. An appropriate metaphor is that they were fetuses who developed only half way, and were delivered before term, before they could become fully human. And for this, the virus hates humanity more than anything else. This is a very deeply rooted envy, that would have them destroy themselves, before letting humanity fully blossom back into their full nature.
Since this creation was consuming experiences much faster than any new experiences were being created, this pocket of the universe started to affect all other pockets of creation. The pull was so strong, that the laws of the universe were being bent. The virus was beginning to pull in experiences from outside of the game of war. The virus had literally consumed all the physical and metaphysical layers of reality in this bubble of creation, and was now going to try and feed on something beyond this.
This required an intervention from the universe. The sacred couple along with all other creators put a containment barrier around all this circle of creation, in order to fully contain and quarantine the virus.
At the same time, nobody was willing to give up on this creation and shut it down. They still wanted to try and find a solution. So in an agreement between the sacred couple and five other creators, a simulation was created on Earth, a holographic reality that would allow everyone to find a way to heal the virus, without actually inflicting further damage on the universe. This was a desperate last attempt to fix things, and correct this aspect of creation.
The simulation would play the entire story out, every aspect of it back at us, so that we could understand firsthand how the virus came into being, how it developed, how it destroyed so much of creation, and so that we could try to find an answer to all this, a solution. Then, once we found a solution, we could leave the simulation and implement it in the real world.
We are now within this very simulation still, which is at the moment also contained and quarantined from within.
In Part 3 I will discuss in full depth about the virtual reality that we are in, how it works, how it was created, how it evolved to what it is now, and what our current state is. I will also talk about what has been happening on the outside of the simulation in all the eons of time that we have been in here. A lot has changed there.
I hope soon after to also be able to share what my understanding is of what awaits us from this moment on, and solutions as to how we can ensure that we are going back home. Thank you so much for reading!